Just got back from the Grudge 2. Funny stuff.

But now...I got bad news. My mom just told me someone took messages from my LJ, and turned them into guidance. Shit. Cause I said how I wanted to die, and stuff. Great. Just great. I'm not supossed to know, and I don't know who did it...but I have my guesses...I only gave the link to 4 people, two being online...I feel like I can't get out how I feel ANYWHERE without being reported, or some other crap...I know it was cause whomever it was cares, but...meh. I just wish I knew who it was. It's not like I'll be mad at them.

...and also, I'm starting to feel hurt about this 2 planning thing. I mean, I know it's NOT fair to Lisa and Caitlin...but it's not fair to me, too. I mean, it hurts...and I've just gone through so much 'hurting' lately...even the small things hurt. But I know it isn't fair to them...ugh. Another thing I need to figure out in guidance.

So...I did have fun, but then it was KILLED. Well...okay, not entirely. I did have fun...but now I'm so scared about that LJ thing...